Day off......

Wat a nice feelin im havin now...was out in the morn wit Dad..went marketin...i bought a new bedsheet and im happy....re arranged the furnitures ard...yeah i know..its like AGAIN but hey tats me :)
Its back to work again tom but hey only for a day and its my day off again on tuesday...daddy goin for an operation and also im gonna spend the whole day at the hospital wit him : )
The best dad in the world....always there for me and now its just right i sacrifice my time for him.. GOD bless my daddy pls....im sure he's gonna be fine coz i cant live without my daddy and mummy....
Alrighty gotta end here.....wanna spend time wit mom and dad....
Cheers

Pix of me new bedsheet...heaps of flowers..

The Lakehouse

The Lakehouse.....
2 THUMBS UP!!!FANTASTIC SHOW!!its like funny wit a mixture of sadness and a super romantic bit here and there....Nish asked if i cried and i had to say no coz I DID!!!freakin sad but romantic endin....
sad news for the test...i failed :(
Im sooo disappointed!!
there goes my dream!!ALL shattered!how unfair!!!oh well...TRY again i supposed...
anywayz gotta stop here..hell busy at work now...ARGH

DAY OFF AGAIN!!!

YIPPIE!!!!
Finally....ill be away from work for a day tom...i gotta wake up early for the test...its like 0915hrs and i gotta be there by 0900hrs to prepare...i really wanna do well but really dont know if i will...i mean if i pass,i can start takin the practical lessons and soon ride my own BIKE!!GOD PLS BLESS ME !
my dream....to ride a bike!wow...how nice!
Oh well...lets see yeah..i might be lucky....ill never know!
So for now,im keepin my fingers and yeah toes crossed...hehehe
*Yawn*
Better have an early one tonite else i wont be able to wakey on time tom...
Ms Nish will be pickin me up and yeah i gotta wake her up at 0700hrs tom...7hrs of sleep for me..Just hope nish will be able to wakey on time to send me over...and once im done wit the test,we gonna paint the town RED!!!!YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Goin for movie and well mayb just chill somewhere yeah...
Pool anyone?Wat abt hotshot pool and snooker at Mt lawley..good idea yeah
But wait a min....tats in Perth...
Ah man...i miss Perth heaps tat im gettin all confused...wake up Eza!!!
Alrighty better end now else ill go on and on and on...i need to pack my stuffs and be ready for tom...i dont wanna leave anythin behind...
All the best to ME!!

Day off.....

I tried to update my blog last nite but cant seems to be able to do so!heaps of error and it pissed me off badly.Not only I had to face to wit slow internet connection,I also had to put up wit this stupid crappy prob on blog…wats goin on here?!?!someone pls tell me!!GOSH!!!

Oh well…..had a good time yest..went out wit me mummy..had to settle the maid’s issue and later we went to my uncle’s famous food stall!it was hella cool…helped out for a while.oh yeah…bought a dress for me sista…it was meant for her bday which was on 20/07…just hope she likes it…
Talkin abt bday,my dad’s bday is approachin…its on 13/08…im still thinking as to whether shld I plan a surprise party for him or just get him a gift..i mean my work sucks big time and so I might not be able to take the day off and tat will mean the party is OUT!*sob*sob*

Another 3 days of sufferin in this so called jail of mineand ill be on leave on Thurs!!!YIPPIE!its just a day off work but hey tats enough for me…..so long as im away,im always happy…how pathetic yeah?!
I gotta go get my test done in the morn and yeah I hope ill do well else ill be sooooooo disappointed!!!Later part of the day,well mayb meetin Nish and we gonna go paint the town RED!!!how xcitin…I just cant wait….we kinda got all planned…just in case…
Alrighty peeps,gotta go for now....
will update more abt the outin : Þ

0022hrs @ 25/07
daddy picked me up from work again...lucky me for havin such a nice carin dad and mom.I love them heaps...nothin and NO ONE can ever replace my mummy and daddy...the Queen and King of my heart...*muacks*
Oh well...work issue...i almost didnt manage to knock off on time....stuck wit a cheapo chinese woman disputin on her points....sigh...wat an ass...lucky i managed to brush her off..hehehe
hey its bed time yet im still awake...well...wats new
busy chattin wit my beloved couz..been a while since we last chatted and yeah for sure i miss her...im so happy for her..happily married to my fellow schoolmate...hahaha..wan the angel...
again blog givin me prob....im tryin to upload her weddin pixs but failed!!
sigh

missin WA

here i am sittin alone in my room..listenin to Groove..(tears rollin down)
Yeah my fav station.....Even Nish think GROOVE rock!!
feelin down and bored...its like 0041hrs now but hey cant seems to be able to fall asleep and so i thought why not update my blog.
I just miss Perth badly....im dyin to go back again but hey time..yeah i need tat..i cant even take time off work and so how can i ever make it there?!Someone pls tell me....

I miss Anna,Wan and also Pk.Wonder how's Rob doin....wat he's up to now!?hmm...oh yeah...wat abt michael.....yeah michael : (
I miss shoppin at Centro Galleria<http://www.about-australia.com/shopping/western-australia/perth/retail-stores/centro-galleria/>
I miss the nice foods at Charcoal Chicken....Miss drinkin Lemonade.ive got a pix of it below...tats my fav drink...
I miss Burswood Casino...
Well...yeah i miss EVERYTHIN abt Perth basically.. and i mean EVERYTHIN!!!
The super nice frenly peeps there....Great place...WOW how lovely...
Maybe i shld just move over there....make it my 2nd home....hmmm.....
TOLLE IDE!

My hatch day is like 3 mths away..just imagine...
a nice soul surprise me wit a trip to Perth.....Return tix by QANTAS..accomodation provided..3 weeks stay there.......
How lovely.... *dream*

Wake up Eza...tat will only happen in ya dream yeah.....
well maybe i shld plan one myself....no one else can make things happen except ya yaself yeah......

0104hrs....
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Enough of all this sad story...time for bed..better try to ZZzz else i wont be able to wakey on time to accompany my mom later...im such a mommy's girl right?nooo way....
Finally,i get to enjoy life a lil away from WORK!my day off today...
Im still sad though...thinkin of PERTH!

busy again....

OH GOD!!!
soo much for thinkin the busy period is over...sigh
Its back to bug us again.....wit all those new promos...When will it ever end huh?i know when...the day i leave this job!hahaha...for sure tats when ill be like a bird..a bird out of the cage...ill fly..fly...fly high!!!how nice..
Ok Eza.....stop dreamin...hahaha
1 hr and 8 mins to go before i get to log off and leave..i mean head home..its my day off tom..finally after workin like a camel....damn...i only had 3 days off for this mth...
im tired....
*yawn*
Ive got somethin to share..some nice lovely tots someone sent me...how sweet : )

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Something About Love
It is a mystery why we fall in love.
It is a mystery how it happens.
It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and
It is a mystery why some love fails.
Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share.
And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so the coming and going of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in you life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is a dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on. When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely moves away.
When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.
They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again.
They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.
They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery. You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness.
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.
Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different. if you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame.
Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning.
You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can
really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life.
Feel the way if fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away.
Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can. This is where many lovers go wrong.
Having been so
long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love. They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from you heart or from the heart of you lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always had been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. If you keep your heart open it will come again. Failure is only the opportunity to begin again more intelligently.
Though it's a bit too long, but it's worth reading, isn't it? To those who have found your beloved, never take love for granted.
Have faith and trust in each other. Be there for each other through rain and shine. Shower each other with love and tender loving care. To those who are still yet to meet their true love, do not hurry. Love can't be rushed.
Love takes time and it needs to be nurtured. Cupid loves to catch people off-guard. So just relax and enjoy yourselves. May each and everyone of us enjoy the wonder and beauty or true everlasting love.

Missin missin missin

Yeah yeah yeah….i aint updating my blog on regular basis now….sigh
Nah nah nah I aint lazy but hey still busy wit work….ive been workin hard..real hard….
Guess I can even win Staff of the Year Award for all the hard work I pumped in right?!
Hmm….*think*
Ok ok…back to reality….Well someone like me can never be one no matter how hard I try coz I aint a good sucker..well I mean suckin up to bosses and nothing else yeah…hehehe..
Tats just me…I aint interested to do those crappy stuffs…whatever for?!?!

At least im happy…Had fun last nite….Nish is one crazy bitch…oops…did I say BITCH?!?!
hahaha

Chatted wit my beloved couz via email today…Glad to hear she’s fine…miss her heaps….Seems like she’s busy now tat she’s married and aint much time left for me : < *sob*sob* Chatted wit Sharon last nite and seems like she’s all happy in Dubai..She sure looks good in her Emirates uniform…flyin high…wat a nice job she has…. Far,yeah wat happened to her..been a while since we last chatted…Hmmm…. Busy I supposed…last I heard from her….hmmm..yeah she told me she’s busy and tired…movin to a new place and so yeah aint easy… One in Dubai and the other in London…..as for me,im still stuck here… So when will it be my turn to leave….soon I HOPE!!!
Alrighty gotta go peeps..
Be back for more action

20/07/2006 @ 1948hrs

Yippie...goin home soon

Ride Home YEST!!

Ms Nish picked me up last nite....how nice!
true frenship : Þ
Thank GOD for such a nice fren HE gave me....Bought dinner and went back home coz she had to go to her cafe...Biatch cant seems to be able to leave her alone...sigh.She aint independent at all....gotta call Nish even on her day off.....LEAVE NISH ALONE BIATCH!!!hahaha...go get a life somewhere else....she's the boss mind ya...ya just a worker....sigh...
I miss PERTH heaps...i know ive been complainin yet i aint doin anythin abt it....i cant!my work is killin me....i cant even go on leave.....ARGH!
i need to get a life badly and yeah desperately.......pls someone tell me...

16/07/2006 @ 2333hrs
Was uploadin those D&D pixs and so i tot hey why not upload it here as well... :)

happy?!

ok jerry,i was readin ya comment...hmm..be happy when im here..how can tat be possible?!?!
tats like winnin 10 milion dollars which yeah will never happen...hahaha
So truth is,i aint happy here :(
Oh well...
Had the company annual D&D....it was kinda sucky.i was just dyin to get out of the ballroom...was fallin asleep and all..hahaha....
Even now im sleepy...i can just doze off but too bad im workin and so i gotta be alert else....
even now as im typin,im fallin asleep : Þ
hell busy as usual..wats new huh!?

missin again

sigh sigh sigh...
been missin from my blog for a while now...nothin new to update for now....its just work work and more work!still feelin sick and down...so a lil update on work...hahaha
GET A LIFE EZA!!!
been too busy wit work tat i totally forgot abt it and hey tat aint good yeah.
finally,World Cup ended but tat doesnt mean we will be less busy wit work...we are still copin wit the post world cup mess and i hate it...sigh.
when will things ever change huh?hmmm...
ok enough abt work for now and lets switch to all the happenin in my life...nothin much really.been workin hard but i get to finally enjoy a lil coz its the company's annual D&D tom....phew....i can finally relax my mind huh....will be spendin a nite at WEstin Hotel...yippie...a lil break i supposed....GOD...im sure i sound desperate right?!well tats the truth...i cant take leave off work due to crappy reasons...tat sucks!its just soo silly....brainless peeps im workin wit!
Oh well....Cozy Cafe...hahaha..i miss the food there :Þ
shld go over one soon yeah....
Alrighty,gotta end here...all those dumbos are already callin in wit all their stup enqs/reqs...
Auf wiedersehen.....

Missin?!?!

GOD!Ive been missin for a while now yeah..sigh.
Been busy and all...nothin new to update for now..its just too much of work for me..heaps of overtime required..had to come back on my day off and work my ass off....tat sucks!yeah i know ive been complainin abt it but yet nothin seems to be happenin...seems like i aint doin anythin right?!wat can i do for now?!such is life here i supposed...either ya work hard or choose to be left out...so i rather go for a better life...hehehe...
was sick for the past few days....i hate bein sick...sigh...
seems like i lost 2 of my senses....i lost my taste and smell....weird...wats happenin to me....
*sob*sob

Day off….

Sigh sigh sigh…yeah its supposed to be my day off but hey im workin on my day off..cab it to work again..yeah i know..AGAIN..damn..big hole in my pocket this mth....
Yeah extra cashbut im tired and not fine too…
my throat,its killin me…im feelin hell uncomfortable…peeps advice me to drink loads of water but hey tat didn’t help at all..its still the same….wat am I supposed to do huh?COKE?shld I drink loads of coke?yeah I think so…YAY
But wait a min,mom just told me off yesterday…she thinks im addicted to coke…how true is tat?only I know…
Hmmm……YEAH I am addicted to coke…I cant live without coke..a coke a day,keeps me awake!!hahaha…
Im kinda excited..wanna know why?Ill be getting a new perfume…HUGO BOSS…I cant wait to get it later..will be doin some shoppin durin my breakie…. J
Wat else shld I get yeah..hmmm….
Gotta put my thinking cap on…hahaha..
Alrighty peeps,tats it for now..will update more later…
Auf wiedersehen
1417hrs...
Chris called me...how sweet..glad to hear he's fine :)
miss him heaps..
such a nice guy....