work work work....

ah man...long week for me...gotta work for 10 days straight before i get my next day off....how tirin but then again im sure i can make it...i just gotta be strong and have a positive attitude.... :)

Fuji comin over for 2 week trainins..lucky her huh...
i cant wait to go on hols...
gotta plan one sometime next yr...mayb june?!winter in perth ROCKS!!!

hahaha
yeah enough of perth i know!!

i hate this!!!

ahh man....i hate this...
got my blog updated BUT i accidentally deleted it!!!!!SUCKY!
oh well....guess i gotta do it all over again...yeah...ALL OVER AGAIN!!! *sob*

anywayz,was out wit nish,her mom and jeff.....had fun..been a while since i last met them and so yeah it was all cool...auntie sure looks good...im happy for her...she's gettin married on 19/09/06...we all xcited and yeah i had planned for a surprise party for her but seems like i gotta drop tat....they came out wit some other plans...oh well....
got home close to 0000hrs...wit mom away,i was soooo bored,lonely...miss mom...

as for today,i was up early..gotta go get new set of vacuum coz we gave the current one away to sis...
got home and yeah i became a domestic helper for the day....change of profession once in a while is cool.....hehehe...
me bein me,im very particular abt stuffs....i made sure i cleaned it thoroughly else i wont stop...imagine i was engrossed wit the cleanin tat i forgot to eat..last meal for today was like 10 hrs ago.....missed lunch and too tired for dinner...but hmm...never too lazy and tired to update my blog...hehehe
lucky me i aint workin tom...i can then rest....phew
its kinda sucky in a way though....my request to swap my day off to thurs was rejected by those smart ass.....lame excuse given....actin superior i supposed huh?!LOSERS!!!
oh well...its a brand new week and so i aint gonna let those losers spoil it...hell to ya guys!!!hahaha

oh yeah...im so glad mich called me the other day...i now know the truth..it hurts but i just cant let it affect me...i gotta be strong...stand up and prove to them im capable!!!for sure the next time i go back to Perth,i aint gonna even bother abt them no more...hope i can catch up wit mich there soon...
So Nish,lets pack and leave?

Perth Perth,wait for me...
Galeria,here i come...
HotShot Pool and Snookers,im comin.....

Yeehaa....OZ RULZ!!!

pls dont go....

nish wanna leave SG......well she wanna leave for a while at least....tat aint good right?!Nish,can i do anythin to make ya stay?!hmm...
Pls dont go....ill miss ya heaps nish...pls!!!
is there anythin i can do to make ya stay?

its my day off tom and ive got heaps of stuffs to do...like housework and a lil shoppin....
i simply love it when it comes to shoppin...hahaha
tats my full time job.. : Þ
Busy week yet again for the whole of next week..fuji comin over here for trainin....been a while since we last met...
heaps of catchin up and stuffs....

back to busy life again...
how borin

sucky ?!

how sucky can it be huh?all xcited to work but system down?!GOD!this is really sucky...
oh well...none of my business....i cant possibly let this small matter pull me down..
its a brand new day..i just need to look forward to my next day off and its like 1 day away...
ill be away from office for 2 consecutive days and tats heaven!!!hahaha...kiddish of me yeah?!
its gonna be a tough day for me and my family today...we've got to settle the 'happenins' and i cant wait to resolve it....its really buggin me...i wanna get it off me as soon as possible and live life as per norm again...i wanna be prob free..the old happy me...always smilin! :(
be strong and have faith in GOD and bingo things will be fine......

Cheers Eza
:)

not again....

yeah missin yet again..time is nasty...im dyin for it and someone pls give it to me...pls....im beggin....
i need a break...im abt to xplode....
oh well....nothin much to update for now..just too busy wit either work or housework....
i just cant wait for this yr to end and i hope its gonna be a better one for me next yr....its been tough and hell and im still fightin....i cant give up coz i aint no loser!
rcvd an email from mich after a long long time..its nice to hear from mich all over again... :)
hope our frenship last....
i cant wait for my next perth trip and i hope i can do it soon....

Till i see ya Perth.....
cheers

missin yet Again

missin yet again.....yeah i know its abt time i do somethin abt it...i just cant help it though...
oh well...day off yest...out and abt wit mom and natasha..went shoppin...hehehe
how nice!!!mommy bought me a ring and i cant wait to col it....im all xcited..i love me mom....

alrighty somethin sweet to share again....

People deal too much with the negative, with what is wrong...
Why not try and see positive things,
to just touch those things and make them bloom?

Its all from Juz me....thanxs heaps : )

Rough...

my day off today......
Busy cleanin as per usual...daddy sick.... :(
Aside to tat nothin new at the mo.....just still the same...work work and more of it...i need a break and i hope ill be outta here soon...and i mean real soon...just cant wait to leave...im abt to explode!!!pathetic huh!?
oh well....
its back to hell oppps i mean work tom...im sure its gonna be hell yet again....oh well...
just a matter of gettin used to it i supposed huh!?Im sure things will be fine soon...i mean GOD has plans for everyone and tat for sure includes me...
GOD BLESS ME

cheers

Daddy's Bday

Yeah!!it was daddy's bday yest and sure he was happy...i sang him a bday song...how sweet...hehehe..
Auntie came over and all my nieces and nephews were there too..sure looked like a playground wit all those screamins and runnin....it was fun and cool...
for once i forgot all the 'happenins'...
its nice to see daddy happy... : )
Love ya Daddy

As usual,was busy not only due to daddy's bday but also coz i became a homemaker for a day...hahaha....cleaned up my room....everythin looks good and organised....

Far already in France...glad to hear she arrived France safely....bad news though coz her celly was confiscated and also her lipstick..yeah they threw her lipstick...hahaha..
super tight security check huh?!
Sorry Far....but hey lucky ya coz Dav got a replacement for ya right?a Chanel lipstick...hmmm...

Newbie in the team yet again...sigh
Turn over rate too high and tat sure sucks coz i cant then take leave...ARGH...
gotta train them and all...sucky yeah?!

oh well....

back to busy life again now...

Auf wiedersehen : Þ

somethin sweet to share

How sweet....
**/**/**/**/**/**/

You will never tell
But I know
You must have wings
Tucked underneath your sleeves
And a halo in your back pocket
For you are at times angelic
Quiet
Lonely
Confused
Without a cloud of your own.
You try to hide your true self
Behind a mask
Of humor
Of anger
Of pain;
But I know your secret
And its safe with me
For you are and angel
Lost in the world of maturity

**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel, and then regret it.
2. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
3. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship -- and find out that you still care for that person.
4. A sad thing in life is, you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be , and you just have to let go.
5. When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often times we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
6. The best kind of friend is the kind whom you can sit on porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had.
7. It is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives.
8. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart. But if it does not, be content that it grew in yours.
9. There are things you would love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear them from, but do not be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.
10. Never say goodbye if you still want to try. Never give up if you still feel you can go on. Never say you do not love a person anymore if you cannot let go.
11. Love comes to those who still hope although they have been disappointed, to those who still belive although they have been betrayed, to those who still love although they have been hurt before.
12. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone.
But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
13. Do not go for looks, they can deceive. Do not go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Hope you find the one that makes you smile.
14. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from dreams and hug them for real ! Hope you dream of that special someone.
15. Dream what you want to dream. Go where you want to go. Be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and only one chance to do all the things you want to do.
16. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.
17. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person, too.
18. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. A loving word may heal and bless.
19. The beginning of love is to let those we love just be themselves and not twist them with our own image.
Otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
20. The happiest of people do not necessarily have the best of everything. They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
21. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried; for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
22. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
23. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
24. When you were born, you were crying, and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

4 days?!?!?!

4 days?yeah 4 days ive been away..i mean not updatin my blog..been hella busy wit the 'happenins'....GOD bless my family.
My super sweet couz Zub called me...she was all worried...Im bad....she's also busy yet she took the effort to call me...she just moved over to Arizona and currently settlin down yet i had to do this to her...Im sorry Zub..... : (
I really hope we can discuss the prob im havin soon coz its super messy...
How i wish i can just pack my stuffs and leave.....Just leave everythin here and settle somewhere else...I mean OZ!!!But then again i have to stand up and face this prob instead of runnin away from it like a coward!!my family..yeah my family..they need me...i cant be selfish and just leave them can i?!?!
i miss OZ real bad but i cant even do anythin..im helpless...how stupid?!?!oh well....Im sure ill be able to go over soon..im gonna spend the rest of my life there..i feel more like home when im there....i miss BURSWOOD Casino,Hotshot Pool and Snooker,Mt Lawley,Charcoal Chicken,Galeria...wow heaps of places....
Im sure the opportunity will come soon coz sadness aint permanent..GOD will replace it wit happiness....
Far leavin for france today for her weddin reception....she's all ready but worried at the same time..GOD bless her and David...How i wish i can attend the recep...WORK SUCKS!!!


Cheer up Eza
Nothin is permanent..........

missin

Argh!!
im dyin for time...been too busy wit work...no update for now on the prob im havin.how sucky!!
oh well..anywayz,its daddy bday on Sunday and we are still plannin on wat to cook...hmmm..
Oh yeah update on su's weddin...it was cool..was supposed to meet Ruk but damn she was hella late and i was like a moron sittin alone..i was a lost child there..didnt get to eat the good food though.how sad huh?hehehe....
right after tat,went for another reception wit dad...sucky one though...
yeah from there we went to JB to shop...how cool..been a while...
alrighty...back to work...
in like 3 mins from now,work start!!!YUCKS!

rough week

damn.....wat a lousy way to start off my week...heaps of 'happenin' and im all piss...wait is piss the right word to describe wat im feelin now?i supposed not!how i wish i can just write wat im goin thru here but i simply cant....sigh.
im really tired...mentally and yeah physically....i really cant wait to know wats goin on and settle off this prob im facin right now....ARGH!why must she be soooo cruel and heartless?!guess tats why uneducated fools can think of.....
oh well.GOD is GREAT!HE will protect and provide for the good and CURSE the BAD ones.
Work is hell too....and now nish,she's missin...no news from her at all...wonder wats up wit tat....why must all this happen at one go?wat wrong have i done to deserve all this huh?!Again,only GOD knows best....nothin i can do to prevent it.........
All i know is IM DOWN!
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN