work work work....

ah man...long week for me...gotta work for 10 days straight before i get my next day off....how tirin but then again im sure i can make it...i just gotta be strong and have a positive attitude.... :)

Fuji comin over for 2 week trainins..lucky her huh...
i cant wait to go on hols...
gotta plan one sometime next yr...mayb june?!winter in perth ROCKS!!!

hahaha
yeah enough of perth i know!!

i hate this!!!

ahh man....i hate this...
got my blog updated BUT i accidentally deleted it!!!!!SUCKY!
oh well....guess i gotta do it all over again...yeah...ALL OVER AGAIN!!! *sob*

anywayz,was out wit nish,her mom and jeff.....had fun..been a while since i last met them and so yeah it was all cool...auntie sure looks good...im happy for her...she's gettin married on 19/09/06...we all xcited and yeah i had planned for a surprise party for her but seems like i gotta drop tat....they came out wit some other plans...oh well....
got home close to 0000hrs...wit mom away,i was soooo bored,lonely...miss mom...

as for today,i was up early..gotta go get new set of vacuum coz we gave the current one away to sis...
got home and yeah i became a domestic helper for the day....change of profession once in a while is cool.....hehehe...
me bein me,im very particular abt stuffs....i made sure i cleaned it thoroughly else i wont stop...imagine i was engrossed wit the cleanin tat i forgot to eat..last meal for today was like 10 hrs ago.....missed lunch and too tired for dinner...but hmm...never too lazy and tired to update my blog...hehehe
lucky me i aint workin tom...i can then rest....phew
its kinda sucky in a way though....my request to swap my day off to thurs was rejected by those smart ass.....lame excuse given....actin superior i supposed huh?!LOSERS!!!
oh well...its a brand new week and so i aint gonna let those losers spoil it...hell to ya guys!!!hahaha

oh yeah...im so glad mich called me the other day...i now know the truth..it hurts but i just cant let it affect me...i gotta be strong...stand up and prove to them im capable!!!for sure the next time i go back to Perth,i aint gonna even bother abt them no more...hope i can catch up wit mich there soon...
So Nish,lets pack and leave?

Perth Perth,wait for me...
Galeria,here i come...
HotShot Pool and Snookers,im comin.....

Yeehaa....OZ RULZ!!!

pls dont go....

nish wanna leave SG......well she wanna leave for a while at least....tat aint good right?!Nish,can i do anythin to make ya stay?!hmm...
Pls dont go....ill miss ya heaps nish...pls!!!
is there anythin i can do to make ya stay?

its my day off tom and ive got heaps of stuffs to do...like housework and a lil shoppin....
i simply love it when it comes to shoppin...hahaha
tats my full time job.. : Þ
Busy week yet again for the whole of next week..fuji comin over here for trainin....been a while since we last met...
heaps of catchin up and stuffs....

back to busy life again...
how borin

sucky ?!

how sucky can it be huh?all xcited to work but system down?!GOD!this is really sucky...
oh well...none of my business....i cant possibly let this small matter pull me down..
its a brand new day..i just need to look forward to my next day off and its like 1 day away...
ill be away from office for 2 consecutive days and tats heaven!!!hahaha...kiddish of me yeah?!
its gonna be a tough day for me and my family today...we've got to settle the 'happenins' and i cant wait to resolve it....its really buggin me...i wanna get it off me as soon as possible and live life as per norm again...i wanna be prob free..the old happy me...always smilin! :(
be strong and have faith in GOD and bingo things will be fine......

Cheers Eza
:)

not again....

yeah missin yet again..time is nasty...im dyin for it and someone pls give it to me...pls....im beggin....
i need a break...im abt to xplode....
oh well....nothin much to update for now..just too busy wit either work or housework....
i just cant wait for this yr to end and i hope its gonna be a better one for me next yr....its been tough and hell and im still fightin....i cant give up coz i aint no loser!
rcvd an email from mich after a long long time..its nice to hear from mich all over again... :)
hope our frenship last....
i cant wait for my next perth trip and i hope i can do it soon....

Till i see ya Perth.....
cheers

missin yet Again

missin yet again.....yeah i know its abt time i do somethin abt it...i just cant help it though...
oh well...day off yest...out and abt wit mom and natasha..went shoppin...hehehe
how nice!!!mommy bought me a ring and i cant wait to col it....im all xcited..i love me mom....

alrighty somethin sweet to share again....

People deal too much with the negative, with what is wrong...
Why not try and see positive things,
to just touch those things and make them bloom?

Its all from Juz me....thanxs heaps : )

Rough...

my day off today......
Busy cleanin as per usual...daddy sick.... :(
Aside to tat nothin new at the mo.....just still the same...work work and more of it...i need a break and i hope ill be outta here soon...and i mean real soon...just cant wait to leave...im abt to explode!!!pathetic huh!?
oh well....
its back to hell oppps i mean work tom...im sure its gonna be hell yet again....oh well...
just a matter of gettin used to it i supposed huh!?Im sure things will be fine soon...i mean GOD has plans for everyone and tat for sure includes me...
GOD BLESS ME

cheers

Daddy's Bday

Yeah!!it was daddy's bday yest and sure he was happy...i sang him a bday song...how sweet...hehehe..
Auntie came over and all my nieces and nephews were there too..sure looked like a playground wit all those screamins and runnin....it was fun and cool...
for once i forgot all the 'happenins'...
its nice to see daddy happy... : )
Love ya Daddy

As usual,was busy not only due to daddy's bday but also coz i became a homemaker for a day...hahaha....cleaned up my room....everythin looks good and organised....

Far already in France...glad to hear she arrived France safely....bad news though coz her celly was confiscated and also her lipstick..yeah they threw her lipstick...hahaha..
super tight security check huh?!
Sorry Far....but hey lucky ya coz Dav got a replacement for ya right?a Chanel lipstick...hmmm...

Newbie in the team yet again...sigh
Turn over rate too high and tat sure sucks coz i cant then take leave...ARGH...
gotta train them and all...sucky yeah?!

oh well....

back to busy life again now...

Auf wiedersehen : Þ

somethin sweet to share

How sweet....
**/**/**/**/**/**/

You will never tell
But I know
You must have wings
Tucked underneath your sleeves
And a halo in your back pocket
For you are at times angelic
Quiet
Lonely
Confused
Without a cloud of your own.
You try to hide your true self
Behind a mask
Of humor
Of anger
Of pain;
But I know your secret
And its safe with me
For you are and angel
Lost in the world of maturity

**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**-**

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel, and then regret it.
2. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
3. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship -- and find out that you still care for that person.
4. A sad thing in life is, you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be , and you just have to let go.
5. When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often times we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
6. The best kind of friend is the kind whom you can sit on porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had.
7. It is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives.
8. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart. But if it does not, be content that it grew in yours.
9. There are things you would love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear them from, but do not be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.
10. Never say goodbye if you still want to try. Never give up if you still feel you can go on. Never say you do not love a person anymore if you cannot let go.
11. Love comes to those who still hope although they have been disappointed, to those who still belive although they have been betrayed, to those who still love although they have been hurt before.
12. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone.
But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
13. Do not go for looks, they can deceive. Do not go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Hope you find the one that makes you smile.
14. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from dreams and hug them for real ! Hope you dream of that special someone.
15. Dream what you want to dream. Go where you want to go. Be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and only one chance to do all the things you want to do.
16. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.
17. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person, too.
18. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. A loving word may heal and bless.
19. The beginning of love is to let those we love just be themselves and not twist them with our own image.
Otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
20. The happiest of people do not necessarily have the best of everything. They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
21. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried; for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
22. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
23. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
24. When you were born, you were crying, and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

4 days?!?!?!

4 days?yeah 4 days ive been away..i mean not updatin my blog..been hella busy wit the 'happenins'....GOD bless my family.
My super sweet couz Zub called me...she was all worried...Im bad....she's also busy yet she took the effort to call me...she just moved over to Arizona and currently settlin down yet i had to do this to her...Im sorry Zub..... : (
I really hope we can discuss the prob im havin soon coz its super messy...
How i wish i can just pack my stuffs and leave.....Just leave everythin here and settle somewhere else...I mean OZ!!!But then again i have to stand up and face this prob instead of runnin away from it like a coward!!my family..yeah my family..they need me...i cant be selfish and just leave them can i?!?!
i miss OZ real bad but i cant even do anythin..im helpless...how stupid?!?!oh well....Im sure ill be able to go over soon..im gonna spend the rest of my life there..i feel more like home when im there....i miss BURSWOOD Casino,Hotshot Pool and Snooker,Mt Lawley,Charcoal Chicken,Galeria...wow heaps of places....
Im sure the opportunity will come soon coz sadness aint permanent..GOD will replace it wit happiness....
Far leavin for france today for her weddin reception....she's all ready but worried at the same time..GOD bless her and David...How i wish i can attend the recep...WORK SUCKS!!!


Cheer up Eza
Nothin is permanent..........

missin

Argh!!
im dyin for time...been too busy wit work...no update for now on the prob im havin.how sucky!!
oh well..anywayz,its daddy bday on Sunday and we are still plannin on wat to cook...hmmm..
Oh yeah update on su's weddin...it was cool..was supposed to meet Ruk but damn she was hella late and i was like a moron sittin alone..i was a lost child there..didnt get to eat the good food though.how sad huh?hehehe....
right after tat,went for another reception wit dad...sucky one though...
yeah from there we went to JB to shop...how cool..been a while...
alrighty...back to work...
in like 3 mins from now,work start!!!YUCKS!

rough week

damn.....wat a lousy way to start off my week...heaps of 'happenin' and im all piss...wait is piss the right word to describe wat im feelin now?i supposed not!how i wish i can just write wat im goin thru here but i simply cant....sigh.
im really tired...mentally and yeah physically....i really cant wait to know wats goin on and settle off this prob im facin right now....ARGH!why must she be soooo cruel and heartless?!guess tats why uneducated fools can think of.....
oh well.GOD is GREAT!HE will protect and provide for the good and CURSE the BAD ones.
Work is hell too....and now nish,she's missin...no news from her at all...wonder wats up wit tat....why must all this happen at one go?wat wrong have i done to deserve all this huh?!Again,only GOD knows best....nothin i can do to prevent it.........
All i know is IM DOWN!
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN

Day off......

Wat a nice feelin im havin now...was out in the morn wit Dad..went marketin...i bought a new bedsheet and im happy....re arranged the furnitures ard...yeah i know..its like AGAIN but hey tats me :)
Its back to work again tom but hey only for a day and its my day off again on tuesday...daddy goin for an operation and also im gonna spend the whole day at the hospital wit him : )
The best dad in the world....always there for me and now its just right i sacrifice my time for him.. GOD bless my daddy pls....im sure he's gonna be fine coz i cant live without my daddy and mummy....
Alrighty gotta end here.....wanna spend time wit mom and dad....
Cheers

Pix of me new bedsheet...heaps of flowers..

The Lakehouse

The Lakehouse.....
2 THUMBS UP!!!FANTASTIC SHOW!!its like funny wit a mixture of sadness and a super romantic bit here and there....Nish asked if i cried and i had to say no coz I DID!!!freakin sad but romantic endin....
sad news for the test...i failed :(
Im sooo disappointed!!
there goes my dream!!ALL shattered!how unfair!!!oh well...TRY again i supposed...
anywayz gotta stop here..hell busy at work now...ARGH

DAY OFF AGAIN!!!

YIPPIE!!!!
Finally....ill be away from work for a day tom...i gotta wake up early for the test...its like 0915hrs and i gotta be there by 0900hrs to prepare...i really wanna do well but really dont know if i will...i mean if i pass,i can start takin the practical lessons and soon ride my own BIKE!!GOD PLS BLESS ME !
my dream....to ride a bike!wow...how nice!
Oh well...lets see yeah..i might be lucky....ill never know!
So for now,im keepin my fingers and yeah toes crossed...hehehe
*Yawn*
Better have an early one tonite else i wont be able to wakey on time tom...
Ms Nish will be pickin me up and yeah i gotta wake her up at 0700hrs tom...7hrs of sleep for me..Just hope nish will be able to wakey on time to send me over...and once im done wit the test,we gonna paint the town RED!!!!YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Goin for movie and well mayb just chill somewhere yeah...
Pool anyone?Wat abt hotshot pool and snooker at Mt lawley..good idea yeah
But wait a min....tats in Perth...
Ah man...i miss Perth heaps tat im gettin all confused...wake up Eza!!!
Alrighty better end now else ill go on and on and on...i need to pack my stuffs and be ready for tom...i dont wanna leave anythin behind...
All the best to ME!!

Day off.....

I tried to update my blog last nite but cant seems to be able to do so!heaps of error and it pissed me off badly.Not only I had to face to wit slow internet connection,I also had to put up wit this stupid crappy prob on blog…wats goin on here?!?!someone pls tell me!!GOSH!!!

Oh well…..had a good time yest..went out wit me mummy..had to settle the maid’s issue and later we went to my uncle’s famous food stall!it was hella cool…helped out for a while.oh yeah…bought a dress for me sista…it was meant for her bday which was on 20/07…just hope she likes it…
Talkin abt bday,my dad’s bday is approachin…its on 13/08…im still thinking as to whether shld I plan a surprise party for him or just get him a gift..i mean my work sucks big time and so I might not be able to take the day off and tat will mean the party is OUT!*sob*sob*

Another 3 days of sufferin in this so called jail of mineand ill be on leave on Thurs!!!YIPPIE!its just a day off work but hey tats enough for me…..so long as im away,im always happy…how pathetic yeah?!
I gotta go get my test done in the morn and yeah I hope ill do well else ill be sooooooo disappointed!!!Later part of the day,well mayb meetin Nish and we gonna go paint the town RED!!!how xcitin…I just cant wait….we kinda got all planned…just in case…
Alrighty peeps,gotta go for now....
will update more abt the outin : Þ

0022hrs @ 25/07
daddy picked me up from work again...lucky me for havin such a nice carin dad and mom.I love them heaps...nothin and NO ONE can ever replace my mummy and daddy...the Queen and King of my heart...*muacks*
Oh well...work issue...i almost didnt manage to knock off on time....stuck wit a cheapo chinese woman disputin on her points....sigh...wat an ass...lucky i managed to brush her off..hehehe
hey its bed time yet im still awake...well...wats new
busy chattin wit my beloved couz..been a while since we last chatted and yeah for sure i miss her...im so happy for her..happily married to my fellow schoolmate...hahaha..wan the angel...
again blog givin me prob....im tryin to upload her weddin pixs but failed!!
sigh

missin WA

here i am sittin alone in my room..listenin to Groove..(tears rollin down)
Yeah my fav station.....Even Nish think GROOVE rock!!
feelin down and bored...its like 0041hrs now but hey cant seems to be able to fall asleep and so i thought why not update my blog.
I just miss Perth badly....im dyin to go back again but hey time..yeah i need tat..i cant even take time off work and so how can i ever make it there?!Someone pls tell me....

I miss Anna,Wan and also Pk.Wonder how's Rob doin....wat he's up to now!?hmm...oh yeah...wat abt michael.....yeah michael : (
I miss shoppin at Centro Galleria<http://www.about-australia.com/shopping/western-australia/perth/retail-stores/centro-galleria/>
I miss the nice foods at Charcoal Chicken....Miss drinkin Lemonade.ive got a pix of it below...tats my fav drink...
I miss Burswood Casino...
Well...yeah i miss EVERYTHIN abt Perth basically.. and i mean EVERYTHIN!!!
The super nice frenly peeps there....Great place...WOW how lovely...
Maybe i shld just move over there....make it my 2nd home....hmmm.....
TOLLE IDE!

My hatch day is like 3 mths away..just imagine...
a nice soul surprise me wit a trip to Perth.....Return tix by QANTAS..accomodation provided..3 weeks stay there.......
How lovely.... *dream*

Wake up Eza...tat will only happen in ya dream yeah.....
well maybe i shld plan one myself....no one else can make things happen except ya yaself yeah......

0104hrs....
***********
Enough of all this sad story...time for bed..better try to ZZzz else i wont be able to wakey on time to accompany my mom later...im such a mommy's girl right?nooo way....
Finally,i get to enjoy life a lil away from WORK!my day off today...
Im still sad though...thinkin of PERTH!

busy again....

OH GOD!!!
soo much for thinkin the busy period is over...sigh
Its back to bug us again.....wit all those new promos...When will it ever end huh?i know when...the day i leave this job!hahaha...for sure tats when ill be like a bird..a bird out of the cage...ill fly..fly...fly high!!!how nice..
Ok Eza.....stop dreamin...hahaha
1 hr and 8 mins to go before i get to log off and leave..i mean head home..its my day off tom..finally after workin like a camel....damn...i only had 3 days off for this mth...
im tired....
*yawn*
Ive got somethin to share..some nice lovely tots someone sent me...how sweet : )

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Something About Love
It is a mystery why we fall in love.
It is a mystery how it happens.
It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and
It is a mystery why some love fails.
Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share.
And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so the coming and going of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in you life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is a dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on. When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely moves away.
When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.
They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again.
They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.
They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery. You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness.
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.
Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different. if you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame.
Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning.
You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can
really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life.
Feel the way if fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away.
Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can. This is where many lovers go wrong.
Having been so
long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love. They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from you heart or from the heart of you lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always had been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. If you keep your heart open it will come again. Failure is only the opportunity to begin again more intelligently.
Though it's a bit too long, but it's worth reading, isn't it? To those who have found your beloved, never take love for granted.
Have faith and trust in each other. Be there for each other through rain and shine. Shower each other with love and tender loving care. To those who are still yet to meet their true love, do not hurry. Love can't be rushed.
Love takes time and it needs to be nurtured. Cupid loves to catch people off-guard. So just relax and enjoy yourselves. May each and everyone of us enjoy the wonder and beauty or true everlasting love.

Missin missin missin

Yeah yeah yeah….i aint updating my blog on regular basis now….sigh
Nah nah nah I aint lazy but hey still busy wit work….ive been workin hard..real hard….
Guess I can even win Staff of the Year Award for all the hard work I pumped in right?!
Hmm….*think*
Ok ok…back to reality….Well someone like me can never be one no matter how hard I try coz I aint a good sucker..well I mean suckin up to bosses and nothing else yeah…hehehe..
Tats just me…I aint interested to do those crappy stuffs…whatever for?!?!

At least im happy…Had fun last nite….Nish is one crazy bitch…oops…did I say BITCH?!?!
hahaha

Chatted wit my beloved couz via email today…Glad to hear she’s fine…miss her heaps….Seems like she’s busy now tat she’s married and aint much time left for me : < *sob*sob* Chatted wit Sharon last nite and seems like she’s all happy in Dubai..She sure looks good in her Emirates uniform…flyin high…wat a nice job she has…. Far,yeah wat happened to her..been a while since we last chatted…Hmmm…. Busy I supposed…last I heard from her….hmmm..yeah she told me she’s busy and tired…movin to a new place and so yeah aint easy… One in Dubai and the other in London…..as for me,im still stuck here… So when will it be my turn to leave….soon I HOPE!!!
Alrighty gotta go peeps..
Be back for more action

20/07/2006 @ 1948hrs

Yippie...goin home soon

Ride Home YEST!!

Ms Nish picked me up last nite....how nice!
true frenship : Þ
Thank GOD for such a nice fren HE gave me....Bought dinner and went back home coz she had to go to her cafe...Biatch cant seems to be able to leave her alone...sigh.She aint independent at all....gotta call Nish even on her day off.....LEAVE NISH ALONE BIATCH!!!hahaha...go get a life somewhere else....she's the boss mind ya...ya just a worker....sigh...
I miss PERTH heaps...i know ive been complainin yet i aint doin anythin abt it....i cant!my work is killin me....i cant even go on leave.....ARGH!
i need to get a life badly and yeah desperately.......pls someone tell me...

16/07/2006 @ 2333hrs
Was uploadin those D&D pixs and so i tot hey why not upload it here as well... :)