my oh my.....

oh my god...wats wrong wit me...been missin for a while now...pls pls pardon me...
been busy wit work...too busy tat i totally forgot all abt my blog...
oh well..
nothin much to update for now..its like the same happenins..work and nothin else...its like xmas today and yeah im here workin as per norm
oh yeah...a lil hot stuff to update..nish's babyneed an operation badly..hahaha...loser bumped into her car.....sorry nish.. : (

alrighty gotta end here for now....
back to work : )

ciao

Oh yeah peeps

MERRY X'MAS

WOW!!!

WOW!!IM SHOCKED!!NEW CHANGES HUH!!had a hard time figurin out on how t0 submit a new post...hmmm....
anywayz seems like the newer version is a lil better than the previous one!! : )

damn..ill be back for more..

1922hrs

alrighty back in action again..was hella busy...havin a team gatherin tom and so had to like organize stuffs...im goin bonkers!!aint funny...oh well...
anywayz,yeah seems like my dream of goin back to perth might just turn to reality!!ive managed to convince Nish to come along..thanxs heaps nish...love ya :)*muacks*
might be goin over in July to enjoy the winter...how nice and romantic huh?
Oh yeah...ive gone missin for almost a mth...been soo soo sooo tied wit work and i totally forgot to update my blog..really im such a lousy blogger..im really tryin my very best to log in and update as and when i get the time : )
so wats new to share?Nothin really for now..just the same stuff...work,work and more work...pathetic huh?oh well...such is life isnt it?its all abt workin hard now and enjoy later : )

alrighty gotta zoom off....
bye

ZZzzZZz

HELP!!im fallin asleep....been out late lately hangin out and now im sufferin!drank coke but it aint helpin....wat shld i do huh?
Hmm...lets pretend tat i aint sleepy...
alrighty...good enough for now huh...
so wats new for me to update?Oh yeah been hangin out late almost every other day catchin up wit old frens and im enjoyin it heaps...at the same time,im already makin plans to go to Perth which i hope i can do it ASAP coz im missin Perth badly....SOB SOB!!I need to recharge and yeah then i supposed ill be all ready for new obstacles...

Work as per norm is killin me...hell busy for now....gotta be strong for now...guess tats just life when ya an adult...all abt work work and more work...well tats wat i think...since im all stuck workin and not doin anythin else...in a way its good coz of the money tats rollin in but the energy and time im wastin.....

oh well....bad things will not be permanent and soon GOD will replace it wit good ones...GOD bless me : )

alrighty gotta end it here else ill start cryin like a baby

Nite....

back again.....

oh yeah...back again after bein away from bloggin for almost a week now...been hell busy wit work as usual...heaps of new promos as well..oh well...enough abt work huh...

now back to my life...went clubbin after a super long time....it was superb!!me,nish and nam had heaps of fun..nish...man i cant believe it...she's totally diff...damn bitchy huh nish...hehehe...but hey freakin hell sexy... :)
dancin and drinkin....cool music...damn im in love wit the pub at least...so gotta hit tat place again....

damn im fallin asleep as im typin...HELP....


ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

back to work again

yeah....good time over and its back to reality now...no work dreams and fantasy..its all reality huh?oh well...this will be the life so long as im stuck here...ARGH

had heaps of fun bein away from work..been stayin out late hangin out wit nish...hella cool!wish i can still do it tat often but nah gotta work...
oh yeah nish thanxs heaps for the flowers ya sent on me bday!tat really caught me by surprised...such a nice one : )
will put up the pixs..hopefully i can get it done today...
alrighty better end it here else im DEAD...hehehe

Mein Geburtstag?!!!!

Mein Geburtstag?!!!!unfortunately yeah its true...im a yr older today..hehehe
received a bouquet of flowers from nish....a super nice one...thanxs heaps nish : )..and the special one was from me mom...a diamond ring..special gifts from special peeps on me special day...how lucky huh?
aside to tat,nothin much for today...just another day tat comes and go...no party coz im too old for one...
anywayz,ill be back to hell in like 2 days from now and tat sucks!!SOB SOB!!!
time flies and how i wish it will not...im really havin fun bein home spendin time wit mom and dad....its so nice...been workin almost every other day for almost 6 yrs and im finally gettin the priviledge of spendin time wit 2 person i love most but its gonna end soon and ill be back to my normal busy life...oh well...
alrighty here i am again sharin my pixs......



alrighty gotta end here for now and back soon for more updates

FinaLLY!!!

HELL YEAH!!!FINALLY!!!
Been suffering without any internet connection all coz my modem was givin me heaps of probs...i was dyin...goin ard lookin for a replacement to get my internet connection up again but ...hell sad!been payin for the service but not able to enjoy it.....how sucky right?!
All THANXS TO NISH!!!she saved me!!all she did was to donate her modem to me and bingo here i am sittin right in front of my comp updatin my blog!!!YAY!!!Thanxs heaps nish...my saviour!!YA THE BEST!!! : Þ

Oh yeah been away from hell for a week now....here i am in heaven enjoyin myself and havin a good rest...will be away from hell till next wednesday...how nice if i get to take leave till the end of the yr and go back to USA wit Zub and Sonee...too bad huh...work commitment!!nothin else but WORk is stoppin me yet again...i really need to do somethin abt it i supposed..no point complainin i guess....but then again i cant do anythin much for now...the rest are still suckin up as per norm....do they know by them doin tat,they are backstabbin the innocent ones?!how evil,cruel,heartless and mean can they be huh??!Guess GOD is GREAT and HE will for sure help.... : )

Alrighty will be back later to upload my new bedsheet pixs....

till then

27/10/2006 @ 1533hrs

alrighty back again to upload those pixs...

back back back

oh yeah....zub and far back home again...how nice...zub came over to me place the other day..its real cool to be able to catch up....
its been hard for me lately....Losers been botherin me and i cant stand this no more...its hell for me now...
im losin it..
SOB!!

The DAY!!!

YEAH!!THE DAY!!ITS THE DAY!!!
ZUB will be here tonight...gettin all xcited to see her again after a long long time.....will be meetin her on tues since she's comin over to me place for dinner...how nice...bet she's like all xcited too..and yeah hanee too..hehehe...
after bein away for a while now..not easy huh?
and yeah Far,she's comin back too...
1 comin back from USA and the other UK....
Far far away...so when will it be my turn huh?bein away and comin back to my hometown?!!wonder wats the feelin like....sad?happy?xcited?hmm....
CAnt wait to see ya guys again.... : )

Oh yeah...chatted wit chris..been a while...ok wats wit today huh?im like catchin up wit peeps im missin...hmmm...anywayz chris will be in thailand for a mth..if only i can go over to visit him coz its been a while since we last met.... :(

Now wat else?!wat shld i update?!

*think*

guess i better get back to work again for now...

ciao

hectic schedule

Pardon me for bein such a bad bad blogger...not tat i dont wanna update my blog regularly but time..yeah time..tats wat im desperately lookin for right now..too much happenins and im all occupied....
To make matter worst,my modem is down and so i dont have net access at home...wat an ass luck huh?!need to get a new modem which i might be gettin it from my bro...dont know when but i hope its ASAP coz im desperate!!hehehe...

went shoppin durin my lunch break and bought dan's bday gift....Im sure he will love the tees i got him....kids will always be kids...it just xcite them whenever they rcvd gifts for their bday right?And me bein an auntie,it just makes my day whenever my nephews and nieces are happy..... : )

Alrighty gotta end here....

Ciao

**Oh yeah forgot to announce the result for the performance!!my team WON!!!
YAY

CS Week....

Oh my god......wat a performance...
everyone had fun..Just cant believe myself....i DID it!yeah i did!!!Those bitchy dance i did together wit rachel...it was funny i supposed...hope we will win....i mean all those practice and stuffs...but then again,it aint all abt winnin huh?!most important thing is , we all had fun!!
Even the judge had fun...
result will be out tom and i just cant wait... : Þ

*Yawn*

Yeah im sleepy....my day off today but i went back to work for the performance and now im hella tired...dancin the whole day : )

My lil nephew cryin....gotta attend to him...

ZOOMMmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Lucky me!!!

Holy shit!!!i just cant believe i actually won the 1st prize for the lucky dip done by my company....as per norm,good attendance earned me a lucky no and so my no was selected....won an Ipod 30GB Player!!!Man....how lucky can tat be?!
when my manager 1st picked the no,only the 1st alphabet was announced and it happened tat it was one of the ticket belongin to my team...This was enough to make me,Rukki and also Xueli xcited and started to shout....hehehe....
N....and soon he shouted out the no.. N13...
Rukki started to check out if really it belonged to us but before we could do so,my name was announced!I just couldnt believed it was like me!!
We have been talkin abt the prizes and everyone else eyein to win it and me bein me,i started tellin them ill be the one to walk away and the rest of my team mates not bein supportive enough startin tellin me not to be too over confident....too bad peeps...
lady luck was wit me tat day...no doubt i was havin a bad day.....
Oh well.....my team mates were happy for me...no matter wat,we worked as a team and so my winnin was theirs too right?!we share happy and sad moments together...i must say i love my team mates....
super understandin and supportive : )
Oh yeah the lucky draw thingy happened yesterday <29/09/06>

another hectic week..its like the world CS week and so heaps of activities on...im like the co-ordinator for me team and so im sure ive got heaps to do for the team...

*Sad...wanted to upload the pix but seems like im havin prob wit the usb conn...
ARGH
will try again later..

Adios peeps

2336hrs....
Yay!!ive got the pixs ready to share..
Gonna ZzzZZz right after this....oh yeah its like my day off tom and so as per norm,goin out wit my family...shoppin!!!YAY

<<<**Wonder if my bro is happy wit his new phone?!**im hell broke now!!!>>>

hella good time...

hell yeah..i know its rare i sound happy but tat saturday nite out was hella cool...right after work,went to catch 'imagine me and you' and all i can say abt the movie is : SUPERB!wat a romantic one!2 thumbs up to the director!!cant seems to be able to get enough of it and so i had to get a dvd..hehehe...yeah i know...a lil too much but hey i cant help it can i?!i like it heaps..
thanxs nish for makin time for me..yeah she paid for it....see how lucky i am..such a nice carin fren is RARE!!!

Oh yeah...it was my day off yest and so for a change,i went marketin wit dad..such a nice daughter huh?!hehehe....

alrighty...back to work now...

ADIOS!!!

Get a LIFE EZA!!!

Man!ive been a bad bad bad blogger……wats wrong wit me huh?!?
TIME!!YEAH TATS THE MAIN PROB IM FACIN AT THE MO!!
Im like desperately lookin for time but cant seems to be able to find it…im like either occupied wit work or HOUSE WORK!!yeah ive gotten myself a domestic helper but since she’s like super new,ive got to train her and all…she’s still blur on wat she’s supposed to do….

Went to btm on Sunday wit mom,bro and nephew….SHOPPIN!!!nice getaway eventhough it was for a day…desperate me huh?!oh well….

Oh yeah…back to hell after 2 days bein away and its damn sucky!!as per norm,system down…nothing seems to be ok..all down every other day..its pissin me off real bad…ARGH!!its abt time they do something abt it…how on earth can we work happily when probs never seems to end?!oh well….like they care huh?!
Ok ok ok….i know…enough of me complainin abt work…..
But hey, wat else can I talk abt when my life at the moment is all abt work work work and more work.!!!
Sigh sigh sigh…
Poor me huh?!

GET A LIFE EZA!!!!

WAKEY WAKEY!!

HELP PLS!!!
im abt to fall asleep now!!long way to go before im done wit work...how will i survive?!?!

latest update : i can now retire bein a homemaker coz ive gotten a domestic helper!!YAY!!finally....
i can really rest....im hell tired....
hopefully she will stay for long...

alrighty...
be back for more later...

ciao

home maker?!

oh yeah....as per norm me bein me,i cleaned my room today...hell tired....
anywayz was out wit mom...went to shop for new sofa set and bingo i got it...it will be delivered next week...simply cant wait for it...
back to hell opps i mean work tom...its actually my day off tom but gotta work...short handed....anywayz its just good....get to earn extra bucks..next day off will be next week thursday..

alrighty,time to irom my clothes..

ciao

Lookin forward.......

Hell yeah its my day off tom and so im lookin forward for it...guess ill just rot at home and rest..been workin for 10 days straight and its time to rest my mind.....been a hectic week for me....
as for today's plan,i might be meetin nish for a nice good dinner...gotta hang out wit her before she's stuck workin 24/7....aint easy when ya become a boss i supposed...hahaha..too bad nish...
but then again i feel sorry for me...aint easy for her either...no helper at the mo to help her run the business...poor nish..
why not employ me nish...
salary : $3000 a mth?
do consider and let me know yeah.....ill be waitin...

SuRPr|sê

wat a pleasant surpise i rcvd on monday....
had a bad day in the office...heaps of suffs to clear...was deployed to help my colleagues over at the other office..felt lousy and all but everythin changed when i rcvd a package..yeah someone sent me somethin..somethin i love heaps...FLOWERS!!!its just a small lil one wit a cutie bear and yeah chocs but hey it really made my day...from the sad face,it totally changed to a warm smily one....at least it shows there's someone out there who cares heaps abt me right?!lucky me.....
all my colleagues were eager to know the sender but nah not gonna tell them.....mind ya own business peeps...its my life....

As for yesterday,well it was work as per norm..all the same but things changed after work ended..me and bro,we went shoppin..i spent heaps of money and yeah its abt time i stop else i wont be able to go to Perth...hehehe...
bought heaps of tops and also a wallet...just cant help it...
bought a top and a pair of jeans as a gift for me bro...his bday is like next mth and so might as well i buy him somethin now...i bet lookin at the rate im workin,i wont have the time to spare for shoppin...at the same time,bought a pair of sandals and tops for me daddy too...he was included in my shoppin list....
oh yeah..i was kinda sick yest...feein much better now... : Þ

As for today,it was work and home...too tired to walk ard...i need to rest else ill fall sick again...rcvd a nice compliment from a customer..at least tat show he appreciate my work...aint easy bein in the service line....gotta listen to all those naggy customers barkin...how i wish i can just shut them up...hahaha
all they do : COMPLAINT!!COMPlAINT!!COMPLAINT!!
sigh...oh well...aint gonna let those dogs affect my day...

check out the SURPRISE gift i rcvd on monday...how nice...

4 days....

yeah im like 4 days away from my next day off and im soo lookin forward for it...i've got heaps of stuffs pendin and i need to get it done ASAP else i wont have the time...gotta take my bro shoppin...tats my fav!SHOPPIN!!

ok enough of the shoppin bit...back to reality...

Oh yeah did i forget to update on my own bday tats like next mth...hmm.....
will i get my fav diamond ring from anyone...hmm...
any kind soul wanna get it for me?!

*think*

What Personality Disorder Are You?

I did the test and the result.....

Meticulous and detailed oriented, you have some irrational obsessions.Maybe it's your super neat closet or washing your hands a gazillion times.You probably know it's weird, but you just can't stop thinking about it.In fact, the more you think about your quirks, the more you have to do them.

more test.....

How Do You Communicate?

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.
Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.
You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

updates!!

shockin news rcvd...job scope expandin yet again...SIGH
this is shit!!
oh well just gotta endure i supposed..

anywayz,its supposed to be my day off tom but i took over my colleague's duty..the one who just got married recently....poor her...feel sorry for her and so i took over her duty to let her spend time wit her hub...AWWw....

alrighty gotta rush....heaps of work now..
SOB

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2254hrs @ 020906
wow after a long time...here i am sittin right in front of my pc...been a while since i last came online....i finally get to listen to GROOVE too....wow im missin PERTH real bad now...the only way i get to feel at 'home' is when i listen to GROOVE...thanxs heaps GROOVE!good job!
Latest update from Mich,he's busy but im glad we still frens...miss him heaps...

Fuji.hmm..wonder wat she's up to...didnt hear from her today and when i tried callin,no ans.....kinda worried but then again she'll be fine....

work work work....

ah man...long week for me...gotta work for 10 days straight before i get my next day off....how tirin but then again im sure i can make it...i just gotta be strong and have a positive attitude.... :)

Fuji comin over for 2 week trainins..lucky her huh...
i cant wait to go on hols...
gotta plan one sometime next yr...mayb june?!winter in perth ROCKS!!!

hahaha
yeah enough of perth i know!!

i hate this!!!

ahh man....i hate this...
got my blog updated BUT i accidentally deleted it!!!!!SUCKY!
oh well....guess i gotta do it all over again...yeah...ALL OVER AGAIN!!! *sob*

anywayz,was out wit nish,her mom and jeff.....had fun..been a while since i last met them and so yeah it was all cool...auntie sure looks good...im happy for her...she's gettin married on 19/09/06...we all xcited and yeah i had planned for a surprise party for her but seems like i gotta drop tat....they came out wit some other plans...oh well....
got home close to 0000hrs...wit mom away,i was soooo bored,lonely...miss mom...

as for today,i was up early..gotta go get new set of vacuum coz we gave the current one away to sis...
got home and yeah i became a domestic helper for the day....change of profession once in a while is cool.....hehehe...
me bein me,im very particular abt stuffs....i made sure i cleaned it thoroughly else i wont stop...imagine i was engrossed wit the cleanin tat i forgot to eat..last meal for today was like 10 hrs ago.....missed lunch and too tired for dinner...but hmm...never too lazy and tired to update my blog...hehehe
lucky me i aint workin tom...i can then rest....phew
its kinda sucky in a way though....my request to swap my day off to thurs was rejected by those smart ass.....lame excuse given....actin superior i supposed huh?!LOSERS!!!
oh well...its a brand new week and so i aint gonna let those losers spoil it...hell to ya guys!!!hahaha

oh yeah...im so glad mich called me the other day...i now know the truth..it hurts but i just cant let it affect me...i gotta be strong...stand up and prove to them im capable!!!for sure the next time i go back to Perth,i aint gonna even bother abt them no more...hope i can catch up wit mich there soon...
So Nish,lets pack and leave?

Perth Perth,wait for me...
Galeria,here i come...
HotShot Pool and Snookers,im comin.....

Yeehaa....OZ RULZ!!!

pls dont go....

nish wanna leave SG......well she wanna leave for a while at least....tat aint good right?!Nish,can i do anythin to make ya stay?!hmm...
Pls dont go....ill miss ya heaps nish...pls!!!
is there anythin i can do to make ya stay?

its my day off tom and ive got heaps of stuffs to do...like housework and a lil shoppin....
i simply love it when it comes to shoppin...hahaha
tats my full time job.. : Þ
Busy week yet again for the whole of next week..fuji comin over here for trainin....been a while since we last met...
heaps of catchin up and stuffs....

back to busy life again...
how borin

sucky ?!

how sucky can it be huh?all xcited to work but system down?!GOD!this is really sucky...
oh well...none of my business....i cant possibly let this small matter pull me down..
its a brand new day..i just need to look forward to my next day off and its like 1 day away...
ill be away from office for 2 consecutive days and tats heaven!!!hahaha...kiddish of me yeah?!
its gonna be a tough day for me and my family today...we've got to settle the 'happenins' and i cant wait to resolve it....its really buggin me...i wanna get it off me as soon as possible and live life as per norm again...i wanna be prob free..the old happy me...always smilin! :(
be strong and have faith in GOD and bingo things will be fine......

Cheers Eza
:)

not again....

yeah missin yet again..time is nasty...im dyin for it and someone pls give it to me...pls....im beggin....
i need a break...im abt to xplode....
oh well....nothin much to update for now..just too busy wit either work or housework....
i just cant wait for this yr to end and i hope its gonna be a better one for me next yr....its been tough and hell and im still fightin....i cant give up coz i aint no loser!
rcvd an email from mich after a long long time..its nice to hear from mich all over again... :)
hope our frenship last....
i cant wait for my next perth trip and i hope i can do it soon....

Till i see ya Perth.....
cheers

missin yet Again

missin yet again.....yeah i know its abt time i do somethin abt it...i just cant help it though...
oh well...day off yest...out and abt wit mom and natasha..went shoppin...hehehe
how nice!!!mommy bought me a ring and i cant wait to col it....im all xcited..i love me mom....

alrighty somethin sweet to share again....

People deal too much with the negative, with what is wrong...
Why not try and see positive things,
to just touch those things and make them bloom?

Its all from Juz me....thanxs heaps : )

Rough...

my day off today......
Busy cleanin as per usual...daddy sick.... :(
Aside to tat nothin new at the mo.....just still the same...work work and more of it...i need a break and i hope ill be outta here soon...and i mean real soon...just cant wait to leave...im abt to explode!!!pathetic huh!?
oh well....
its back to hell oppps i mean work tom...im sure its gonna be hell yet again....oh well...
just a matter of gettin used to it i supposed huh!?Im sure things will be fine soon...i mean GOD has plans for everyone and tat for sure includes me...
GOD BLESS ME

cheers

Daddy's Bday

Yeah!!it was daddy's bday yest and sure he was happy...i sang him a bday song...how sweet...hehehe..
Auntie came over and all my nieces and nephews were there too..sure looked like a playground wit all those screamins and runnin....it was fun and cool...
for once i forgot all the 'happenins'...
its nice to see daddy happy... : )
Love ya Daddy

As usual,was busy not only due to daddy's bday but also coz i became a homemaker for a day...hahaha....cleaned up my room....everythin looks good and organised....

Far already in France...glad to hear she arrived France safely....bad news though coz her celly was confiscated and also her lipstick..yeah they threw her lipstick...hahaha..
super tight security check huh?!
Sorry Far....but hey lucky ya coz Dav got a replacement for ya right?a Chanel lipstick...hmmm...

Newbie in the team yet again...sigh
Turn over rate too high and tat sure sucks coz i cant then take leave...ARGH...
gotta train them and all...sucky yeah?!

oh well....

back to busy life again now...

Auf wiedersehen : Þ

somethin sweet to share

How sweet....
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You will never tell
But I know
You must have wings
Tucked underneath your sleeves
And a halo in your back pocket
For you are at times angelic
Quiet
Lonely
Confused
Without a cloud of your own.
You try to hide your true self
Behind a mask
Of humor
Of anger
Of pain;
But I know your secret
And its safe with me
For you are and angel
Lost in the world of maturity

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1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel, and then regret it.
2. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
3. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship -- and find out that you still care for that person.
4. A sad thing in life is, you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be , and you just have to let go.
5. When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often times we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.
6. The best kind of friend is the kind whom you can sit on porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had.
7. It is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives.
8. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart. But if it does not, be content that it grew in yours.
9. There are things you would love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear them from, but do not be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.
10. Never say goodbye if you still want to try. Never give up if you still feel you can go on. Never say you do not love a person anymore if you cannot let go.
11. Love comes to those who still hope although they have been disappointed, to those who still belive although they have been betrayed, to those who still love although they have been hurt before.
12. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone.
But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
13. Do not go for looks, they can deceive. Do not go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Hope you find the one that makes you smile.
14. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from dreams and hug them for real ! Hope you dream of that special someone.
15. Dream what you want to dream. Go where you want to go. Be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and only one chance to do all the things you want to do.
16. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.
17. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person, too.
18. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. A loving word may heal and bless.
19. The beginning of love is to let those we love just be themselves and not twist them with our own image.
Otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
20. The happiest of people do not necessarily have the best of everything. They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
21. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried; for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
22. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
23. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
24. When you were born, you were crying, and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

4 days?!?!?!

4 days?yeah 4 days ive been away..i mean not updatin my blog..been hella busy wit the 'happenins'....GOD bless my family.
My super sweet couz Zub called me...she was all worried...Im bad....she's also busy yet she took the effort to call me...she just moved over to Arizona and currently settlin down yet i had to do this to her...Im sorry Zub..... : (
I really hope we can discuss the prob im havin soon coz its super messy...
How i wish i can just pack my stuffs and leave.....Just leave everythin here and settle somewhere else...I mean OZ!!!But then again i have to stand up and face this prob instead of runnin away from it like a coward!!my family..yeah my family..they need me...i cant be selfish and just leave them can i?!?!
i miss OZ real bad but i cant even do anythin..im helpless...how stupid?!?!oh well....Im sure ill be able to go over soon..im gonna spend the rest of my life there..i feel more like home when im there....i miss BURSWOOD Casino,Hotshot Pool and Snooker,Mt Lawley,Charcoal Chicken,Galeria...wow heaps of places....
Im sure the opportunity will come soon coz sadness aint permanent..GOD will replace it wit happiness....
Far leavin for france today for her weddin reception....she's all ready but worried at the same time..GOD bless her and David...How i wish i can attend the recep...WORK SUCKS!!!


Cheer up Eza
Nothin is permanent..........

missin

Argh!!
im dyin for time...been too busy wit work...no update for now on the prob im havin.how sucky!!
oh well..anywayz,its daddy bday on Sunday and we are still plannin on wat to cook...hmmm..
Oh yeah update on su's weddin...it was cool..was supposed to meet Ruk but damn she was hella late and i was like a moron sittin alone..i was a lost child there..didnt get to eat the good food though.how sad huh?hehehe....
right after tat,went for another reception wit dad...sucky one though...
yeah from there we went to JB to shop...how cool..been a while...
alrighty...back to work...
in like 3 mins from now,work start!!!YUCKS!

rough week

damn.....wat a lousy way to start off my week...heaps of 'happenin' and im all piss...wait is piss the right word to describe wat im feelin now?i supposed not!how i wish i can just write wat im goin thru here but i simply cant....sigh.
im really tired...mentally and yeah physically....i really cant wait to know wats goin on and settle off this prob im facin right now....ARGH!why must she be soooo cruel and heartless?!guess tats why uneducated fools can think of.....
oh well.GOD is GREAT!HE will protect and provide for the good and CURSE the BAD ones.
Work is hell too....and now nish,she's missin...no news from her at all...wonder wats up wit tat....why must all this happen at one go?wat wrong have i done to deserve all this huh?!Again,only GOD knows best....nothin i can do to prevent it.........
All i know is IM DOWN!
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN

Day off......

Wat a nice feelin im havin now...was out in the morn wit Dad..went marketin...i bought a new bedsheet and im happy....re arranged the furnitures ard...yeah i know..its like AGAIN but hey tats me :)
Its back to work again tom but hey only for a day and its my day off again on tuesday...daddy goin for an operation and also im gonna spend the whole day at the hospital wit him : )
The best dad in the world....always there for me and now its just right i sacrifice my time for him.. GOD bless my daddy pls....im sure he's gonna be fine coz i cant live without my daddy and mummy....
Alrighty gotta end here.....wanna spend time wit mom and dad....
Cheers

Pix of me new bedsheet...heaps of flowers..

The Lakehouse

The Lakehouse.....
2 THUMBS UP!!!FANTASTIC SHOW!!its like funny wit a mixture of sadness and a super romantic bit here and there....Nish asked if i cried and i had to say no coz I DID!!!freakin sad but romantic endin....
sad news for the test...i failed :(
Im sooo disappointed!!
there goes my dream!!ALL shattered!how unfair!!!oh well...TRY again i supposed...
anywayz gotta stop here..hell busy at work now...ARGH

DAY OFF AGAIN!!!

YIPPIE!!!!
Finally....ill be away from work for a day tom...i gotta wake up early for the test...its like 0915hrs and i gotta be there by 0900hrs to prepare...i really wanna do well but really dont know if i will...i mean if i pass,i can start takin the practical lessons and soon ride my own BIKE!!GOD PLS BLESS ME !
my dream....to ride a bike!wow...how nice!
Oh well...lets see yeah..i might be lucky....ill never know!
So for now,im keepin my fingers and yeah toes crossed...hehehe
*Yawn*
Better have an early one tonite else i wont be able to wakey on time tom...
Ms Nish will be pickin me up and yeah i gotta wake her up at 0700hrs tom...7hrs of sleep for me..Just hope nish will be able to wakey on time to send me over...and once im done wit the test,we gonna paint the town RED!!!!YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Goin for movie and well mayb just chill somewhere yeah...
Pool anyone?Wat abt hotshot pool and snooker at Mt lawley..good idea yeah
But wait a min....tats in Perth...
Ah man...i miss Perth heaps tat im gettin all confused...wake up Eza!!!
Alrighty better end now else ill go on and on and on...i need to pack my stuffs and be ready for tom...i dont wanna leave anythin behind...
All the best to ME!!

Day off.....

I tried to update my blog last nite but cant seems to be able to do so!heaps of error and it pissed me off badly.Not only I had to face to wit slow internet connection,I also had to put up wit this stupid crappy prob on blog…wats goin on here?!?!someone pls tell me!!GOSH!!!

Oh well…..had a good time yest..went out wit me mummy..had to settle the maid’s issue and later we went to my uncle’s famous food stall!it was hella cool…helped out for a while.oh yeah…bought a dress for me sista…it was meant for her bday which was on 20/07…just hope she likes it…
Talkin abt bday,my dad’s bday is approachin…its on 13/08…im still thinking as to whether shld I plan a surprise party for him or just get him a gift..i mean my work sucks big time and so I might not be able to take the day off and tat will mean the party is OUT!*sob*sob*

Another 3 days of sufferin in this so called jail of mineand ill be on leave on Thurs!!!YIPPIE!its just a day off work but hey tats enough for me…..so long as im away,im always happy…how pathetic yeah?!
I gotta go get my test done in the morn and yeah I hope ill do well else ill be sooooooo disappointed!!!Later part of the day,well mayb meetin Nish and we gonna go paint the town RED!!!how xcitin…I just cant wait….we kinda got all planned…just in case…
Alrighty peeps,gotta go for now....
will update more abt the outin : Þ

0022hrs @ 25/07
daddy picked me up from work again...lucky me for havin such a nice carin dad and mom.I love them heaps...nothin and NO ONE can ever replace my mummy and daddy...the Queen and King of my heart...*muacks*
Oh well...work issue...i almost didnt manage to knock off on time....stuck wit a cheapo chinese woman disputin on her points....sigh...wat an ass...lucky i managed to brush her off..hehehe
hey its bed time yet im still awake...well...wats new
busy chattin wit my beloved couz..been a while since we last chatted and yeah for sure i miss her...im so happy for her..happily married to my fellow schoolmate...hahaha..wan the angel...
again blog givin me prob....im tryin to upload her weddin pixs but failed!!
sigh

missin WA

here i am sittin alone in my room..listenin to Groove..(tears rollin down)
Yeah my fav station.....Even Nish think GROOVE rock!!
feelin down and bored...its like 0041hrs now but hey cant seems to be able to fall asleep and so i thought why not update my blog.
I just miss Perth badly....im dyin to go back again but hey time..yeah i need tat..i cant even take time off work and so how can i ever make it there?!Someone pls tell me....

I miss Anna,Wan and also Pk.Wonder how's Rob doin....wat he's up to now!?hmm...oh yeah...wat abt michael.....yeah michael : (
I miss shoppin at Centro Galleria<http://www.about-australia.com/shopping/western-australia/perth/retail-stores/centro-galleria/>
I miss the nice foods at Charcoal Chicken....Miss drinkin Lemonade.ive got a pix of it below...tats my fav drink...
I miss Burswood Casino...
Well...yeah i miss EVERYTHIN abt Perth basically.. and i mean EVERYTHIN!!!
The super nice frenly peeps there....Great place...WOW how lovely...
Maybe i shld just move over there....make it my 2nd home....hmmm.....
TOLLE IDE!

My hatch day is like 3 mths away..just imagine...
a nice soul surprise me wit a trip to Perth.....Return tix by QANTAS..accomodation provided..3 weeks stay there.......
How lovely.... *dream*

Wake up Eza...tat will only happen in ya dream yeah.....
well maybe i shld plan one myself....no one else can make things happen except ya yaself yeah......

0104hrs....
***********
Enough of all this sad story...time for bed..better try to ZZzz else i wont be able to wakey on time to accompany my mom later...im such a mommy's girl right?nooo way....
Finally,i get to enjoy life a lil away from WORK!my day off today...
Im still sad though...thinkin of PERTH!

busy again....

OH GOD!!!
soo much for thinkin the busy period is over...sigh
Its back to bug us again.....wit all those new promos...When will it ever end huh?i know when...the day i leave this job!hahaha...for sure tats when ill be like a bird..a bird out of the cage...ill fly..fly...fly high!!!how nice..
Ok Eza.....stop dreamin...hahaha
1 hr and 8 mins to go before i get to log off and leave..i mean head home..its my day off tom..finally after workin like a camel....damn...i only had 3 days off for this mth...
im tired....
*yawn*
Ive got somethin to share..some nice lovely tots someone sent me...how sweet : )

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Something About Love
It is a mystery why we fall in love.
It is a mystery how it happens.
It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and
It is a mystery why some love fails.
Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share.
And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so the coming and going of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in you life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is a dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on. When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely moves away.
When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.
They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again.
They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.
They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery. You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness.
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.
Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different. if you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame.
Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning.
You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can
really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life.
Feel the way if fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away.
Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can. This is where many lovers go wrong.
Having been so
long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love. They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from you heart or from the heart of you lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always had been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. If you keep your heart open it will come again. Failure is only the opportunity to begin again more intelligently.
Though it's a bit too long, but it's worth reading, isn't it? To those who have found your beloved, never take love for granted.
Have faith and trust in each other. Be there for each other through rain and shine. Shower each other with love and tender loving care. To those who are still yet to meet their true love, do not hurry. Love can't be rushed.
Love takes time and it needs to be nurtured. Cupid loves to catch people off-guard. So just relax and enjoy yourselves. May each and everyone of us enjoy the wonder and beauty or true everlasting love.

Missin missin missin

Yeah yeah yeah….i aint updating my blog on regular basis now….sigh
Nah nah nah I aint lazy but hey still busy wit work….ive been workin hard..real hard….
Guess I can even win Staff of the Year Award for all the hard work I pumped in right?!
Hmm….*think*
Ok ok…back to reality….Well someone like me can never be one no matter how hard I try coz I aint a good sucker..well I mean suckin up to bosses and nothing else yeah…hehehe..
Tats just me…I aint interested to do those crappy stuffs…whatever for?!?!

At least im happy…Had fun last nite….Nish is one crazy bitch…oops…did I say BITCH?!?!
hahaha

Chatted wit my beloved couz via email today…Glad to hear she’s fine…miss her heaps….Seems like she’s busy now tat she’s married and aint much time left for me : < *sob*sob* Chatted wit Sharon last nite and seems like she’s all happy in Dubai..She sure looks good in her Emirates uniform…flyin high…wat a nice job she has…. Far,yeah wat happened to her..been a while since we last chatted…Hmmm…. Busy I supposed…last I heard from her….hmmm..yeah she told me she’s busy and tired…movin to a new place and so yeah aint easy… One in Dubai and the other in London…..as for me,im still stuck here… So when will it be my turn to leave….soon I HOPE!!!
Alrighty gotta go peeps..
Be back for more action

20/07/2006 @ 1948hrs

Yippie...goin home soon

Ride Home YEST!!

Ms Nish picked me up last nite....how nice!
true frenship : Þ
Thank GOD for such a nice fren HE gave me....Bought dinner and went back home coz she had to go to her cafe...Biatch cant seems to be able to leave her alone...sigh.She aint independent at all....gotta call Nish even on her day off.....LEAVE NISH ALONE BIATCH!!!hahaha...go get a life somewhere else....she's the boss mind ya...ya just a worker....sigh...
I miss PERTH heaps...i know ive been complainin yet i aint doin anythin abt it....i cant!my work is killin me....i cant even go on leave.....ARGH!
i need to get a life badly and yeah desperately.......pls someone tell me...

16/07/2006 @ 2333hrs
Was uploadin those D&D pixs and so i tot hey why not upload it here as well... :)

happy?!

ok jerry,i was readin ya comment...hmm..be happy when im here..how can tat be possible?!?!
tats like winnin 10 milion dollars which yeah will never happen...hahaha
So truth is,i aint happy here :(
Oh well...
Had the company annual D&D....it was kinda sucky.i was just dyin to get out of the ballroom...was fallin asleep and all..hahaha....
Even now im sleepy...i can just doze off but too bad im workin and so i gotta be alert else....
even now as im typin,im fallin asleep : Þ
hell busy as usual..wats new huh!?

missin again

sigh sigh sigh...
been missin from my blog for a while now...nothin new to update for now....its just work work and more work!still feelin sick and down...so a lil update on work...hahaha
GET A LIFE EZA!!!
been too busy wit work tat i totally forgot abt it and hey tat aint good yeah.
finally,World Cup ended but tat doesnt mean we will be less busy wit work...we are still copin wit the post world cup mess and i hate it...sigh.
when will things ever change huh?hmmm...
ok enough abt work for now and lets switch to all the happenin in my life...nothin much really.been workin hard but i get to finally enjoy a lil coz its the company's annual D&D tom....phew....i can finally relax my mind huh....will be spendin a nite at WEstin Hotel...yippie...a lil break i supposed....GOD...im sure i sound desperate right?!well tats the truth...i cant take leave off work due to crappy reasons...tat sucks!its just soo silly....brainless peeps im workin wit!
Oh well....Cozy Cafe...hahaha..i miss the food there :Þ
shld go over one soon yeah....
Alrighty,gotta end here...all those dumbos are already callin in wit all their stup enqs/reqs...
Auf wiedersehen.....

Missin?!?!

GOD!Ive been missin for a while now yeah..sigh.
Been busy and all...nothin new to update for now..its just too much of work for me..heaps of overtime required..had to come back on my day off and work my ass off....tat sucks!yeah i know ive been complainin abt it but yet nothin seems to be happenin...seems like i aint doin anythin right?!wat can i do for now?!such is life here i supposed...either ya work hard or choose to be left out...so i rather go for a better life...hehehe...
was sick for the past few days....i hate bein sick...sigh...
seems like i lost 2 of my senses....i lost my taste and smell....weird...wats happenin to me....
*sob*sob

Day off….

Sigh sigh sigh…yeah its supposed to be my day off but hey im workin on my day off..cab it to work again..yeah i know..AGAIN..damn..big hole in my pocket this mth....
Yeah extra cashbut im tired and not fine too…
my throat,its killin me…im feelin hell uncomfortable…peeps advice me to drink loads of water but hey tat didn’t help at all..its still the same….wat am I supposed to do huh?COKE?shld I drink loads of coke?yeah I think so…YAY
But wait a min,mom just told me off yesterday…she thinks im addicted to coke…how true is tat?only I know…
Hmmm……YEAH I am addicted to coke…I cant live without coke..a coke a day,keeps me awake!!hahaha…
Im kinda excited..wanna know why?Ill be getting a new perfume…HUGO BOSS…I cant wait to get it later..will be doin some shoppin durin my breakie…. J
Wat else shld I get yeah..hmmm….
Gotta put my thinking cap on…hahaha..
Alrighty peeps,tats it for now..will update more later…
Auf wiedersehen
1417hrs...
Chris called me...how sweet..glad to hear he's fine :)
miss him heaps..
such a nice guy....

madness

sigh sigh sigh....
looks like im gonna be stuck here till nov....sigh
cant take off from work...still tied to work till august....ARGH
im goin bonkers soon....oh GOD pls help...
Nothin much to update for now...still the same..
work work and more work.....
i need a life!!!

i miss perth

dear diary...
here i am sittin in front of my pc starin at the screen and thinkin of perth....listenin to Groove...my favourite radio station in perth :)
I miss Perth badly and seriously think i shld go back again before end of 06.....lets start plannin...gather my shit together....i sooo gotta take leave..i need to be there for well a week...a week at least....hit Galleria...shop and hang ard..wow how nice
Tats all i can think of for now..PERTH
Till then....
See ya soon Perth

Day OFF!!!

here i am at home....re-arranged my comp table and tv table ard...was just toooo sick and tired wit the current arrangement.....seems better now...a lil spacious :)
my nephews and niece are all here....its like a lil playground here at home wit all of them runnin here and there...hehehe
did grocery shoppin today wit sista.....how nice.....im enjoyin myself soo much
alrighty done wit the short lil update for today...
back to work again tom and next day off will be on Tues!! YIPPIE!!!

the day.....

YEAH!!tom is the big day but...well im kinda sad....supposed to knock off at 1730hrs but Mel on sickie and so i gotta work from 0800hrs - 2100hrs...yes tats right...its like 13hrs...i was soooo xcited coz i tot i finally get to leave at 1730hrs today..been doin the countdown but hey its screwed the last min....im damn tired and piss...oh well...wats new wit work?!NOTHIN except shit!!!hahaha
Sucky shit again to update abt work..ill be movin to a new seat..was damn busy and yeah piss coz the table was hell DIRTY!!YUCKS!!and now after cleanin it up and decoratin it,its looks good....ive since shifted all my stuffs over...just too irritatin havin to move ard too often..sigh.
Took cab to work again this morn and looks like its gonna be another one later after work....
Went for a weddin dinner last nite wit Ms Su......Nice food for sure...Met Nora...the make up artist..the one who did the make up for me couz on her weddin...had a lil chat...was too tired and tot of cabbin it when daddy called to say : Daddy will pick ya up..Aww.......how sweet of him : Þ

**I love Daddy**

2 days!!!

Woohoooo.....No 2.....
Yeah 2 days away....
Out wit Nish yest....had a good time as usual...went ard loookin for a milk bottle for me nephew....hehehe....do i sound like im ready to have my baby?!?!*think*
aight aight
gotta go chat wit me couz Zub in us....
cheers

3 Days!!

Good morn peeps…
3 days more….yeah 3…yoohoo….
Anywayz,supposed to update on my shift for today…well all thanxs to lil max who loves to be on the noon shift..she took up the offer to cover the noon shift and tat was indeed a good decision lil max..yeah!!im on MORN for today and will be knockin off at 1730hrs!!!Horray!!!
Well…tat means I might be goin out after work to chill wit Nish and paint the TOWN RED!!hahaha….another session of laughter and crappy talks to recover the sadness and stress we havin now…work is really drivin me nuts….nothing confirm as of now….will update a lil later and see wats the plan like….even she’s busy wit her lil Cozy Corner Café she’s runnin…..Since its World Cup…..Peeps just wanna chill wit their frens and enjoy WC and yeah Cozy Café is indeed the choice peeps!!Smart choice there….Nice food wit nice ambience and yeah not to forget nice lady bosses there….Ms Monka and Nish…
Pretty Monka : The attraction at Cozy Café
Frenly,Crazy Nish : Another attraction for the customers at Cozy Café….
Hmmm…mayb I shld take a pix and post it here…Well pix of the café tat is…Good idea…Let me get the lady bosses permission and will put it up once they give me the green light…. : Þ

Alrighty peeps,tats all for now..will update more later…

4 days!!

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!4 days to go.....im just like 4 days away from the happiest moment in my life....its me day off!!yippie....
but sad news for today...down wit flu and tat suck!been sneezin right from morn till now....is there somethin i can do to stop this permanently?Argh...worst still had a bad day today....all those calls i had...screw those losers!!
and now..another bad news on the way..well..originally its like my day off tom but im on overtime and supposed to be on mornin shift but hey they have to screw last min and call me up to tell me to come for the afternoon shift?Wat the hell...they cant just do this to me...am i a ball or somethin?im already dyinand this is happenin....how unfair...why must it be me they have to choose on?it suck big time!...im just keepin my fingers crossed..hopefully i get to fight for my morn shift.....im like sittin here updatin my blog while waitin for the update!!how long more do i have to wait?!im feelin damn lousy and yeah sick..i wanna hit the sack but hey i cant coz i have to wait for the phone call from my colleague to confirm my shift for tom!!!i dont have the whole day to wait yeah!its like 2056hrs now...CALL ME!!!!!!
wat a screwed shift planned by my supervisor!!!!
guess i better end it here and update tom...hopefully its gonna be good news yeah
till then...hang in there and ill be back tom for the update
Cheers!!

6 days

Yippie...6 days more and i finally get me day off...stil goin strong......Really dont wanna take sickie...so GOD pls bless me wit good health :)
Here i am workin when the rest of my family members are out to hit the beach..how cool..i miss goin to the beach.....get to cycle...wow how nice :(
Oh yeah chatted wit Zub and seems like good news on the way....Zub,cant wait to see ya...me ya and Sonee....wow how cool....Pls pray im granted to apply leave and yeah we will then be able to meet in OZ!!i miss OZ real bad :(
Nice peeps...super frenly...weather...i love it...
Ok now back to ya Chris...thanxs for the early wake up call..im sorry i couldnt talk for long...was just to tired....
Tried callin Chris but too bad he didnt wanna ans...guess he's just avoidin me...I really wanna know wat is it he's gettin me...Parcel on the way from USA and i shld be receivin it soon but really i cant wait to see wat he got me...
Could it be the ring i like?
*Think*

7 days....

yeah tats right...another 7 days to go...sigh
anywayz got a sad news today...a relative of mine passed on..She's now up there wit HIM.ALLAH bless her....
Anywayz,i aint attendin the funeral coz i gotta work...... :(
Oh well,such is life...damn unpredictable....one min ya fine but the next min.... *sob*sob*
Oh yeah just forgot to update wat i did on me mummy's birthday...i had to work on her bday but gave her a surprise...bought her an ice-cream cake from Swensen....I caught her by surprised...She was busy in the kitchen when i got home..left the cake outside and then went in to tell her someone is outside waitin for her..she went out and she was like 'YA BOUGHT A CAKE'?why waste money?Waste money?no way mummy..its all for the love of me life..my beloved mom..... :)

*i love ya mummy*

9 days

yeah look at tat...9 days to go before i get to declare independent day...
nah gotcha..9 days before its me next day off...wat a long wait.sigh
Anywayz,seems like the world cup is still on...guess will just have to wait...
Wait?Till when?!wish i have the answer...bt hey its kinda cool..i mean we get to work and earn the xtra bucks and maybe then plan for a good long break..hahaha
how cool....
Yay!I can plan one trip to usa and another one to UK....this is sooo cool...its gettin me xcited!
zub,far , lets pray it will happen soon...tat is if im granted the leave....ARGH!

SleePY

*yawn*
i wanna update blog but 3/4 asleep....
i cant think for now...guess im goin to LALA land...
Update later
Adios

Lazin ard!

yeah yeah yeah...ya got it all right..
im at home.just lazin ard......really wanna rest and be ready for the long long marathon...i really dont know how ill survive but guess somehow ill manage...guess gotta think positive and yeah things will be just fine....
alrighty gotta go for now....
Adios

GO OZ!! 3 - 1

YAY!!!!3-1..OZ beat JAPAN!!hahaha...GO OZ!im soooo happy.... YippiE!!
Wat a way to start me week...Im sure gonna have a good week...all the best Eza..
Its me day off tom...finally...GOD BLESS ME!!!once over,i gotta work me ass right from Wednesday till next week Saturday...SUCKY but well..no choice do i?I cant possibly go on strike...hmmmm
Still thinkin on how i shld spend me day tom...might as well stay home and rest..recharge and be all ready for the 'marathon'....wanna join anyone?11 days of work is enough to kill me....just dont know when the madness will stop and all back to norm....WHEN?!Someone pls tell me....
Guess it will only stop once World Cup is over....So guess for now,i just gotta hang in there...be cool and just pretend there aint anythin goin on....
Yeah guess tats the best for now..Just relax,chill and things gonna be fine...
Wunderbar...

** Freuen Sie sich und Lebenswille scheint dann wie ein Garten der voll ist von Rosen **

3 days MIA

WOw....been missin for 3 days now...
been so busy wit WORLD CUP MADNESS tat i didnt even have time to update me blog.sigh...
Oh anywayz,it was a good break for me yest bein away from the calls...was at the old office right from morn till nite and im hella tired....oh well...
as for now,im back to the 'norm' place again....madness like norm...just dont know when it will stop...*think*
IM TIRED AND I NEED A BREAK

HelP PLs!!!

out and abt wit nish is tough....i mean i had to be the 'map'
sigh....NISH!c'mon..get familiar wit the road pls...hahaha
but really...all thanxs to Nish,i been to places ive never been to before my whole life bein here.....isnt tat 'cool'?
well anywayz,been a busy day at work today.....ARGH...when will the madness stop?sigh..
another 4 days before me next day off...lets just start the countdown again...at least tats somethin tat im dyin for....pathetic me yeah....oh well..
alrighty....time to listen to those nice music...
Auf wiedersehen

Cab cab cab

Yeah.....ive been takin cab for the last 2 days for work...keep on doin this,im gonna leave a super big hole...well pocket at least..sigh...
Oh well...money is somethin ya spend today,gain tomorrow...so i think..
Been out late for the past 2 days..
Oh yeah Chris,thanxs for the call...hahaha..i do know ya care abt me :)
Ill mail ya those updated pixs soon..didnt get to hit the net and so tats the reason why no mail from me yet...im gonna be done wit work by 1730hrs
Cheers.........

WelComê BaCK Eza!

Welcome back Eza....well to work at least...
After bein away from work for 2 days,the sucky feelin starts to come back too.Did heaps of meaninful things durin my 2 days absence from work...hahaha...the feelin was for sure good...
On Sun,was out wit mummy and my nephew..Oh yeah..Atiqah came over to me place to see the new arrival to the family...well my sis's newborn baby tat is...
We went out for a small lil celebration for me maid's bday...and yeah she even forgot it was her hatch day..how cool is tat huh?so obvious age is catchin up on her and her memory is full now i supposed..hahaha
HELL NO i didnt get to sleep in on Sunday....SIGH!
BUT...yeah but i did manage to sleep in on momday!!hahaha....i feel so good now..all recharged..all ready for a brand new week :)
Was out wit Nish yest..Went to watch The Benchwarmers.....FREAKIN FUNNY!!!i just couldnt stop laughin...all worth it....it really made my day...thanxs Mr Director for comin up wit such a cute funny movie....im really glad i watched it....ALL WORTH MY EFFORT AND MONEY!!!! :)
Overall : IM HAPPY WIT the movie...YAY!!

Day off

YAY!!!its my day off tom....im soo happy...
Just thinkin on how i shld spend it..shld i take my nephews out or just stay home and rot..*think*
Oh well...let's just see how it goes tom...1 thing im sure ill wanna do,SLEEP IN!!!wat a bum i am...
Oh yeah got to know Nish now has her own blog..hahaha...well she was just to do it coz she wanted to leave an unwanted comment on my blog.....too bad for ya Nish.... : Þ

freakin busy day today....non stop and its now hurtin me throat... :(
I can foresee this 'madness' for another 2 mths or so before it's gonan die down...SUCK!!
2 mths of sufferin...

FLU!!

Wat a day...
Down wit a bad flu and just couldnt stop sneezin....how irritatin...but hey im really happy coz i managed to complete my shift and didnt have to take sickie....i seriously wanna try and stop takin sickie...GOD,pls bless me wit good health :)

Was supposed to meet Nish but tat didnt happen..sigh.
I was all xcited but too bad..oh well..
another day i guess..at least i get to be home early and rest...the flu is really killin me...

2052hrs - rcvd a call from Far who is away in France...hahaha...spoke to her for like 49 hrs...Far,ya bill,its gonna xplode wit all those overseas calls...

tats it for now blog.....wanna hit LALA Land....freakin tired and still feelin sick...wanna have a good rest and be ready for another day of work before i get my day off on Sunday and Monday... YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feelin TiRED!!!

Yeah i know...abt time i stop complainin right?i cant help it...i need a break..my last hols was like last year july....ive been workin my ass off till now.....ARGH!!
help...im abt to explode...i just need to be on the plane,relax my mind...once reach my dream holiday location,im gonna paint the town red!!!YIPPIE...
Dream on Eza...
*Sob*

Eza Is BACK!!!

Hahaha!!no big deal i supposed....
Oh yeah a lil update on the ride home yesterday..had heaps of fun..We had dinner before headin home...as per norm,lame Nish wit her lame jokes..thanxs Nish for makin me day... : )
but too bad shit had to happen....We were all ready to head home when all of a sudden Nish couldnt start the car and we were kinda stranded...lucky us it was not some creepy quiet 'jungle'..hehehe..Phew
Nish bein the calm one just told me to wait a lil longer and try our luck again and BINGO!!Car decided to have mercy on us and decided to be 'alive'..love ya CAR...
Tirin day i had yest but hey it was all worth it....we both had fun and tat's super important right...
For now,we planned for another outin and hope to HIT the cinema to catch cool shows... *think*

2038hrs..no show from Chris as yet...awaitin his email for the update on the gift i DEMAND....hope he aint runnin away..hahaha...

2100hrs - off work and daddy will be pickin me up...
YIPPIE...nice lovely family i have..how lucky..
LOve ya Daddy *muacks*
Love ya mummy *muacks*

DAy OFf *Sob*

*sob*sob*
me next day off will be on Sunday and its only tuesday...time is crawlin and im dyin...hmm..
is there anythin i can do to make it go faster? *think*
Oh well..
Had a super long convo wit Nish last nite...it was all hell crappy stuffs we talked abt but hey it was an interestin one....was laughin my ass off....thanxs nish for the good funny convo...i can always count on ya for lame jokes...hahaha..
feelin sleepy..Yeah i knw..AGAIN but hey not my fault...my eyes...blame my eyes for doin this to me.... : )

0807hrs - Good news for me coz my beloved buddy is pickin me up!!YIPPIE!
Pimp my ride babe

LEavin Sg

Sharon the biatch...hahaha...Well not a biatch like a real hardcore one..tats not wat i mean...
Well...she came to the office today to col stuffs and wow lucky her..she's leavin SG on Wednesday..shes gonna fly high...nice job babe.. :(
Anywayz,im damn hungry right now....i cant wait to go home....
to see my mummy
*sob*sob*

Forced By Someone

Help!!Chris is forcin me to write on me blog abt how nice he is.Even forced me to announce the dress he bought,got it delivered all the way from USA but sad to say,i cant fit....everthin else is ok xcept for errr....oh lets leave it...Im sure he's an angel and will get me wat ive always wanted..Chris if ya are readin this,pls make sure ya check ya email to check out the stuffs ive always wanted to have!! HAHAHA...ill appreciate ya even more....see how evil i can be Chris....Ya made me do this.... *Hehehe*
Chris,happy now?Satisfied?hmmmmmmm...

Day Off! *sob*

**Sob*Sob**
I didnt get to sleep in...daddy was down wit fever and so i had to accompany mummy today..we had to send my nephews for their tution class...
Slept at 0300hrs and awake by 0800hrs... OUCH!!!
help pls!i wanna sleep more....
Back to work again tom....gonna start my countdown again for now...
Next day off,hmm..when will it be.